I try not to think about it, but I can't help myself ...I'm only human.   I pray for Angelita, but I don't pray for her husband.   I know I should, but I'm too busy trying to fight off the thoughts that I hope he dies.  If he lives the courts may find him not guilty ...he may say it was an accident.   I want Angelita to live ...and to have a life, and the only way that can be guaranteed is...if he dies.